amberjane
On the Road, But at Home in Texas, United States
I'm a 30-ish woman who lives her life on the road, is obsessed with something new every week, and loves coffee more than life itself (at least at 4am). I have an old house that needs to be completely renovated, two adorable nieces whom I love "the sky and the beach," and dreams that change from day to day. Let me tell you about them...
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Friday, June 16, 2006

I yelled at a ninja because I hate my family.

(Christy & David will know what that means...)

I am supposed to be doing check-ins for Freshman Orientation, but some of my staff have decided to just hang out...I guess they have nothing better to do...So I have hopped on the UC staff computer to share today's two cents' worth...Which means I am unboundingly grateful for the opportunity to be lazy while they smile and answer and help their little hearts out.

I am in a much better mood today, at least now, b/c I have decided to write a series of letters to my supervisors and co-workers describing what I consider to be their best and worst job-related qualities. Sometimes I can't seem to make them listen to what I'm trying to say, so perhaps if I draw them a figurative picture, my words and their meaning will finally sink in. I don't want to burn any bridges, but there are sooo many things I want to say to a few of them, and which I'm not sure how they will take. Better to give them my thoughts on paper as I am going on my way, to be read and discarded or placed in my employment file or kept for personal reasons, at will, as each person I am too disheartened to confront can do individually, as he or she chooses. *My only worry is that it will grow into my "Memo" (Jerry Maguire), my legacy left behind.

Orientation is going ot kick my ass, as it does every year. I hate that I will be leaving right after, at a time when I will feel all used up, exhausted from 2-1/2 straight weeks of work, with no real time off. I'll have to move my things home bone-tired but ready to be done with this place. Not that I haven't enjoyed most of my time here, but that it is beyond that point where it should have come to a close and I should be moving on. I'm ready to move on. There are friends here whom I will miss tremendously, every day, perhaps shed a tear or two over occasionally, and some people I will be grateful to be away from everyday (those people I will miss so much know precisely the ones I won't).

2 comments:

Amazo the Great! said...

Ah dearest Amber, we feel your pain all to well. I hope it is comforting for you to know that what you do is greatly appreciated by many of us.

amberjane said...

Thanks, Amazo! I've really needed to hear that of late.